Okay, this is going to sound... weird, but I really need to talk about it. Iāve been struggling with an addiction for a while now, and I donāt know how to explain it without sounding crazy. But Iāve been addicted to... people jumping up and down. I know that sounds bizarre, but itās been consuming me.
It started when I was a kid. I remember watching people jumpāwhether it was in sports, at concerts, or even in random videos onlineāand something about it just... clicked for me. The way their bodies moved, the energy they gave off, the freedom in the air. It felt like something I needed to feel too. But over time, it became more than just enjoying the movement. It became this obsession.
Iād find myself watching videos of people jumping up and down for hours. I couldnāt stop. It didnāt matter what else I was doingāI was constantly thinking about it. I started seeking out people who would jump just to watch. At first, it felt innocent. But then, it got deeper. I started looking for any excuse to see it. Friends jumping, strangers jumping, even just the idea of jumping... and I couldnāt shake it. Every time I saw it, it was like this intense pull I couldnāt ignore.
At first, I thought it was harmless, like just another weird hobby. But itās taken over my life. I find myself feeling restless, anxious, or even panicked if I havenāt seen someone jump in a while. Iāve avoided social situations because Iām so focused on finding the next person whoās going to jump. And when I do, itās like Iām in a trance. Everything else fades away. The problem is... itās not healthy. I know itās not. But the more I try to stop, the more I crave it.
Iāve tried talking to people about it, but how do you explain that youāre addicted to watching people jump up and down? Itās not like anything else Iāve struggled with before. Itās not something you can just... quit. Itās become a compulsion. Like, my mind needs it to feel normal. And the worst part? Itās embarrassing. I feel so isolated, like no one else could possibly understand what itās like to be addicted to something so... random.
Sometimes, it makes me feel like Iām losing my grip on reality. Iāve had to stop myself from interrupting conversations just to watch someone jump. Itās like this overwhelming pull that takes me over, and no matter what Iām doing, I canāt stop thinking about it. I know itās not right. I know itās weird. But itās like Iām trapped in it.
I donāt want to be like this anymore. I donāt want to feel like my entire life revolves around watching someone jump. Itās hard to explain to people, and honestly, Iām terrified of them judging me. What if they think Iām just crazy or that Iām making it up? But I canāt keep pretending that Iām okay. I need help, even if it feels so embarrassing to ask for it."
Okay, this is going to sound... weird, but I really need to talk about it. Iāve been struggling with an addiction for a while now, and I donāt know how to explain it without sounding crazy. But Iāve been addicted to... people jumping up and down. I know that sounds bizarre, but itās been consuming me.
It started when I was a kid. I remember watching people jumpāwhether it was in sports, at concerts, or even in random videos onlineāand something about it just... clicked for me. The way their bodies moved, the energy they gave off, the freedom in the air. It felt like something I needed to feel too. But over time, it became more than just enjoying the movement. It became this obsession.
Iād find myself watching videos of people jumping up and down for hours. I couldnāt stop. It didnāt matter what else I was doingāI was constantly thinking about it. I started seeking out people who would jump just to watch. At first, it felt innocent. But then, it got deeper. I started looking for any excuse to see it. Friends jumping, strangers jumping, even just the idea of jumping... and I couldnāt shake it. Every time I saw it, it was like this intense pull I couldnāt ignore.
At first, I thought it was harmless, like just another weird hobby. But itās taken over my life. I find myself feeling restless, anxious, or even panicked if I havenāt seen someone jump in a while. Iāve avoided social situations because Iām so focused on finding the next person whoās going to jump. And when I do, itās like Iām in a trance. Everything else fades away. The problem is... itās not healthy. I know itās not. But the more I try to stop, the more I crave it.
Iāve tried talking to people about it, but how do you explain that youāre addicted to watching people jump up and down? Itās not like anything else Iāve struggled with before. Itās not something you can just... quit. Itās become a compulsion. Like, my mind needs it to feel normal. And the worst part? Itās embarrassing. I feel so isolated, like no one else could possibly understand what itās like to be addicted to something so... random.
Sometimes, it makes me feel like Iām losing my grip on reality. Iāve had to stop myself from interrupting conversations just to watch someone jump. Itās like this overwhelming pull that takes me over, and no matter what Iām doing, I canāt stop thinking about it. I know itās not right. I know itās weird. But itās like Iām trapped in it.
I donāt want to be like this anymore. I donāt want to feel like my entire life revolves around watching someone jump. Itās hard to explain to people, and honestly, Iām terrified of them judging me. What if they think Iām just crazy or that Iām making it up? But I canāt keep pretending that Iām okay. I need help, even if it feels so embarrassing to ask for it."